it seems like yesterday that my cozins and my tito and tita came home and now they went back home to australia….. well we have a lot of new memories especially the december 30 reunion it was sooooooooooo fun………….. almost everyone are there….. well i just hope someday kumpleto kami. we will surely miss them alot.
Sorry, its been a while since da last update. Well, for a start we had our teambldg at pansol laguna. It was fun. Though me and heide went h0me early. Coz me, i have to go to d bank to fix my atm card. While heide went to antipolo to da prayer mt.
I hope we wud hav our nxt teambldg dat evry1 is der.
New topic, a friend told me dat she d0sent believe cud make sum1 to b hs girlfriend out of utang na loob. But i told her, that is reality. Which d painful part.
Are u afraid to die? Me, i cud say im n0t afraid. But 1 i am afraid of what wud hapen to the pip0l near to me. C0z seriously ul never kn0w wen ur tym wil c0me. Ol we kn0w lyf is sh0rt and we hav to make m0st out if. I kn0w c0z der r times i nearly died, sb n Lord d ko pa tym. Stil hav missi0n. Wel i just h0pe if dat tym c0mes, i was able to help others and my family to be in good hands. And i wish n0 1 cries if i die kc kakalungk0t n0h… And i wanted to b remembred as a simple pers0n hu always smiles even if der r pr0blems. 
Our time wil c0me n0 1 kn0ws wen so dats y we hav to celebrate evrydays dat wer alive.ü
today is january 12, 2006
its been 6 years since she left. i miss my lola sooo much…
the song will you wait for me…. reminds me of how we parted….
i didn’t have a chance to say sorry…. i love u and most of all Goodbye…
the most lowest part of my life, is when she left. shes always been there for my family. when ever there is trouble she there to help.
thou i know she up there watching over us.
lola, i miss you so much…. i just wish you will wait for me. that you will wait for me there in heaven…
i love you lola and i miss u so much…
tinay
The c0mpresd w0rk wik. Geez, our 1st wik is d0ne. Hay… Kakapagod pala thou the days went very fast. Our sked goes like this. 3 days off and 4 days of 10 hr w0rk. And this is the 1st sunday dat i came fr0m w0rk. Our out 9am. Kala ko nga saturday. This is one thing aint good on w0rking on a nyt shft- u d0nt have a sense of tym. Hehe ü
first what does sorry means? for its only true meaning if a person can say it to you face to face and if that person really he or she really mean it especially if that person gave a very deep wound its not with text or e-mail that you’ll be saying sorry. And the other part, what is accepting the apology?
a person said sorry to me on text and e-mail, up to now i didn’t accept this person’s sorry. is it worth it? not accepting his sorry? Using people for your own gain wont do u any good. and also playing with someone else’s emotions.
the first time i fell, but the bad thing was i fell for a person who used me for "pambayad ng utang na loob" which i didnt see it coming. sabi nila Karma goes back and much more worse but i dont want anyone to get hurt if that is the Karma na sinasabi nila.
up to now his apology is not yet accepted maybe someday when he can face me and look an eye for an eye na kaya nyang sabihing na he is really sorry and hindi na sya mang gagamit ng tao para pambayad ng utang na loob. and when that time comes, maybe if can do that, il will forgive him but not forget what he did.
